Is post partum depression really this bad?

I know a few people how have had ppd & they had the same feels as you. I suggest you go see your doctor right away and tell him or her how you feel and ask what you can do to prevent anyone from getting hurt especially your baby! If he or she can not help I am sure they can refer you to someone who can. I have a friend who also wanted to hurt her son after she had her baby, she told me that every time she felt this way she left in in the room to make sure she doesn't harm him or would hand him over to her husband or whoever else is in the house. Please go get some help!